DON'T YOU HATE...WHEN YOU GET YOURSELF TOGETHER..WHETHER IT BE IN THE MORNING FOR WORK
OR SCHOOL OR FOR A PARTY OR WHATEVER...AND YOU LEAVE WITH SO MUCH CONFIDENCE
AND THEN YOU RUN INTO A GROUP OF BOYS AND EVEN GIRLS..AND YOUR CONFIDENCE JUST
LEAVES YOUR ENTIRE BEING? THAT'S HOW I FEEL.
SOMETIMES I CAN BUILD UP ENOUGH CONFIDENCE TO WALK OUT WITH MY HEAD HELD HIGH
BUT AS SOON AS I REACH OUTSIDE AND DIFFERENT OPINIONS FLY I FEEL SO SLIGHTED.
LIKE...MAYBE IF MY SKIN WAS LIGHTER.
OR MY TEETH WERE STRAIGHTER
OR IF I WASN'T SO THICK
OR I DON'T KNOW IF I WERE MORE BEAUTIFUL.
THE CONFIDENCE WOULD BE THERE.
MY EYES WOULDN'T BE SO FIXED ON THE SIDEWALK
AND I WOULD JUST BE ABLE TO SMILE AND KNOW
EVERYTHING WAS A- O K.
:(
OR SCHOOL OR FOR A PARTY OR WHATEVER...AND YOU LEAVE WITH SO MUCH CONFIDENCE
AND THEN YOU RUN INTO A GROUP OF BOYS AND EVEN GIRLS..AND YOUR CONFIDENCE JUST
LEAVES YOUR ENTIRE BEING? THAT'S HOW I FEEL.
SOMETIMES I CAN BUILD UP ENOUGH CONFIDENCE TO WALK OUT WITH MY HEAD HELD HIGH
BUT AS SOON AS I REACH OUTSIDE AND DIFFERENT OPINIONS FLY I FEEL SO SLIGHTED.
LIKE...MAYBE IF MY SKIN WAS LIGHTER.
OR MY TEETH WERE STRAIGHTER
OR IF I WASN'T SO THICK
OR I DON'T KNOW IF I WERE MORE BEAUTIFUL.
THE CONFIDENCE WOULD BE THERE.
MY EYES WOULDN'T BE SO FIXED ON THE SIDEWALK
AND I WOULD JUST BE ABLE TO SMILE AND KNOW
EVERYTHING WAS A- O K.
:(
2 comments:
....and its so hard to avoid the negative energy towards you. and when someone laughs you think oh they gotta be talking about me and some one else beauty just makes you wanna hide because you know you just can't compete. or you wish your thighs were smaller because you know you would look much more flattering in that mini dress. oh yeah i know those feelings gives me severe cramps in my stomach!
then i get super happy 'cause i realize how blessed i am =)
ppl are not truly attracted to looks....
especially boys.... thats why some girls don't understand why boys who they think are 10's end up with girls that are 3's... Guys love a girls with confidence... a girl that is driven with self-actualization is SOOO SEXY and attractive... a woman who is not in search for male encourage ment is the sexiest thing... like Miss iIndependently..but girls who are sooo insecure are just easy to control...
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