This Time I'm Playing it smart-Bitty McLean

WORRY= FEAR OF LOSING CONTROL.
WHEN YOU WORRY OVER SOMEBODY OR SOMETHING YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR LOSING CONTROL OVER
THAT PERSON OR THING. WHY DO YOU THINK PARENTS WORRY? CAUSE THEY HAVE NO CONTROL
OVER WHERE THERE KID IS, OR WHAT THEY ARE DOING.
WE NEED TO BE ASSURED ONLY FOR OUR EGO'S SAKE. SEE THE EGO NEEDS TO FEEL LIKE ITS REALLY
IN CONTROL. YOU CAN FIND THAT A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO HAVE A FEAR OF COMMITMENT
WORRY...A L O T.
I AM ONE OF THOSE...WHO WORRY..BECAUSE I FEAR I AM LOSING CONTROL OF THE SITUATION.
I DON'T WORRY OVER GETTING A JOB. I KNOW GOD IS IN CONTROL OF THAT
BUT WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE. I WORRY TOO MUCH
WORRY I AM GETTING HURT
WORRIED ABOUT THAT PERSON
WONDERING WHAT THEY ARE DOING
ARE THEY OK?
THEY DIDN'T CALL TODAY.
THEY DIDN'T WRITE :(
THINGS OF THAT NATURE. IT'S FUNNY BECAUSE HE HAS CONTROL OVER OUR SITUATION.
HE CONTROLS WHEN AND WHAT TIME WE MEET.
HE CONTROLS THE TALKS...THE KISSES, THE HUGS. HE CONTROL'S WHETHER OR NOT
WE SHOULD JUST TAKE A BREAK. BREAK OFF WHAT IS ALREADY LOOSE.
WE BOTH SABOTAGE THOUGH.
I, BY NOT EXPRESSING MY FEELINGS.
HIM, BY RUNNING AWAY FROM HIS FEELINGS.
CAUSE WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE...YOU HAVE TO LOSE YOUR FEAR OF CONTROL.
OTHER WISE YOU AREN'T REALLY FALLING OR IN LOVE.
AND THAT'S OUR PROBLEM...OUR MEANING PEOPLE WITH THE FEAR OF COMMITMENT.
WE DON'T LIKE TO LOSE CONTROL OF OUR FEELINGS. SO AT ANY MOMENT WE SEE WE ARE
WE CUT IT OFF. HENCE THE LACK OF COMMITMENT. IT'S SECOND NATURE. ITS LIKE AN ALARM CLOCK
IN US. RINGING WHEN WE FIRST TASTE THE FIRST TASTE OF WHAT FEELS LIKE LOVE.
WE FREEZE UP....WE RUN, WE HIDE. WE DO NOT FACE IT. WE DON'T LOSE CONTROL.
I'M READY TO LOSE CONTROL :(
HE IS NOT.
THE END?
:'(
"I'M OFFICIALLY SCARED"~POETIC.JUSTICE