[old]ADVICE part 2

THE BIBLE..THE KURAN (QURAN?) AND MOST OTHER

SPIRITUAL..AND RELIGOUS BOOKS TEACH US THAT

WE MUST LOVE LIKE A CHILD....THAT WE MUST HAVE

A CHILD~LIKE MINDSTATE WHEN WE GET INTO A LOVING

RELATIONSHIP WITH ANOTHER. I AM HONESTLY TIRED

OF HEARING MY AQUAINTANCES..( I ONLY CALLED A

CERTAIN FEW FRIENDS)COMPLAIN ABOUT WANTING A MAN

BUT YET THEY HAVE FEAR IN THEIR HEARTS AND ALL

THESE EXPECTATIONS..BUT WORSE YET..IS THAT THEY

SETTLE...I HATE TO SEE PEOPLE SETTLE BECAUSE

THEY DONT WANT TO BE ALONE..THAT WHOLE..."IMMA

STICK WITH HIM OR HER CAUSE I DONT WANT TO BE

ALONE SHIT" UGGGHH MAKES ME SICK...MAYBE IM JUST

VENTING CAUSE IM EXHAUSTED..IM TIRED OF HEARING

FRIENDS WHO WANT RELATIONSHIPS SETTLE FOR A

SEX BUDDY WHEN THEY KNOW THEY WANT MORE..AND ARE

ONLY DOING THAT BECAUSE THEY HAVE THIS HOPEFUL

THINKING THAT IT WILL GROW INTO SOMETHING MORE..

LADIES IF A GUY WANTS YOU NOTHING CAN STOP HIM

FROM WANTING YOU...BUT FEAR IN HIS OWN HEART

NOW FEAR MAKES ME WANT TO THROW UP IN MY MOUTH

AND THEN IT EAT..WHICH I MEAN ITS DISGUSTING..

ALL THIS "I FEAR HE OR SHE IS GONNA HURT ME"

"I FEAR IF I MOVE ON FROM THIS DUDE OR GIRL

THE NEXT WOMAN OR MAN IN THAT DUDE OR GIRLS

LIFE WILL REAP THE BENEFITS" B U L L S H I T

ALL THIS FEAR TALK MAKES ME MAD..IT STOPS PEOPLE

FROM GOING AFTER WHAT THEY WANT...EH. IF U WANT

SOMETHING OR SOMEONE.GO AFTER THEM!!! DONT WAIT

TO SEE IF SOMETHING BETTER IS GONNA COME ALONG

CAUSE IF YOU WANT THAT PERSON AND SOMEONE IS

OUT THERE THAT IS BETTER FOR YOU THEN THEY

WILL COME TO YOU WHEN THE TIME COMES.."BUT IF

I LEAVE HER FOR THE RIGHT ONE..IMMA HURT HER.."

ARE YOU FEELING HER? DO YOU WANT HER? "YES"

SO WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU WAITING FOR? "I DONT

WANT TO DEAL WITH HIM CAUSE IM AFRAID HE IS

GONNA PLAY ME LIKE ALL THE OTHER DUDES IN MY

PAST" WHAT?! YOU JUST SAID THE KEY WORD P A S T

THATS RIGHT THEY ARE IN YOUR PAST..THERE FOR A

REASON..GET THE FUCK OVER IT..AND LET LOVE TAKE

AWAY THE FEAR..ALOT OF MY AQUAINTANCES SAY..

OH JOEY YOUR SO BRAVE, LOOK HOW MANY TIMES

YOU'VE BEEN HURT AND YOU STILL ARE THERE LOOKING

I DONT KNOW IF I COULD HAVE DONE IT IF I WERE

YOU. ILL ASK THEM WHY...ITS FEAR...WOW..NOW

DONT GET ME WRONG ITS NOT THAT I DONT HAVE FEAR

BUT ITS JUST THAT I EMBRACE MY FEAR AND REPLACE

IT WITH LOVING THOUGHTS..AND SO WHAT!! ITS A

LEARNING EXPERIENCE..IT WAS MEANT TO HAPPEN

I TAKE LIFE AS IT COMES..IF YOU HURT ME ITS FOR

MY OWN GOOD. BASICALLY..I EMBRACE THE MYSTERY..

BEING HURT DOESNT STOP ME..BECAUSE I AM WHO I

AM AND AT THE END OF THE DAY OR RELATIONSHIP

IM EITHER GONNA TAKE THE LESSON AND LEARN OR

KEEP MAKING THE SAME MISTAKE OVER AND OVER..

I TRY MY BEST TO LEARN FROM THE LESSON..SOME

TIMES I GET THROWN OFF COURSE AND MAKE THE

SAME MISTAKE BUT NEVER A THIRD TIME..IM JUST

FUCKING TIRED OF THE FEAR!! ARGHH...FAKE ASS

PLAYERS..FUCKING LOSERS!! FUCKING DICK HEADS!

IM JUST FUCKING FRUSTRATED!! IM FUCKING FUCKING

FRUSTRATED...IM TIRED OF THESE "BLIND" GIRLS

AND THESE..DUMBASS "BLIND" BOYS...DO YOURSELVES

A FAVOR AND SPEAK THE TRUTH!!! ALSO..IN ORDER

FOR YOU TO EVER LEARN A MISTAKE..U MUST ACCEPT

WHATS BEING SHOWN TO YOU AND STOP LIVING IN

DENIAL!!! FANTASY IS WHAT YOU WANT.BUT REALITY

IS WHAT YOU NEED...DENIAL IS A DISEASE!! SEE

THINGS FOR WHAT THEY ARE!! YOUR BEAUTIFUL, YOUR

SMART..TOO SMART TO LET SOME BOY OR GIRL MAKE

YOU A BIGGER FOOL THEN YOUR SUPPOSE TO BE!!!

DUDES MAN UP!! GIRLS OPEN YOUR EYES!! AND LET

LOVE FUCKING IN..SOMETIMES LOVE IS RIGHT IN

FRONT OF YOUR DUMB ASS MAYBE IF YOU OPEN YOUR

MINDS EYE YOU WOULDN'T BE SOO LOST!!! U HAVE

THE MAP TO LOVE..I THINK YOU JUST MISPLACED IT

ITS PROBABLY BEHIND THE DENIAL..AND THE LIES..

YOU TELL YOURSELF TO MAKE YOURSELF FEEL GOOD

ABOUT WHAT YOUR DOING..DEEP DOWN YOUR HURTING

I KNOW..IVE BEEN THERE...LOVE YOURSELF ENOUGH

TO LET GO!!!!!

FUCK YALL...LOL..JK

PEACE!