.I am Losing Control.

I am losing control.
of my sight.
of my mind
of my heart.
it never was like this from the start.
I am losing control
and its taking over my soul
losing control is making me whole.
I am losing control.
and letting old things go.
chopping down the bushes, and letting the flowers grow.
I am losing control.
of my friends
of my family
of my life
............I am losing control of my strife.
I lost control of day and night.
I lost control of my ego always putting up a fight.
and when I lost control..I became whole.
and now I LOVE YOU so.
.ME.