Monday, June 29, 2009

"Slow Motion"

I have a love/hate thing with slow motion.

And when I talk about slow motion I mean the steps before a relationship…

you know boy meets girl or vice versa and you’re trying to turn this into a relationship

but you still are feeling the other person out. I think it’s society that tells us that

even if we feel its right we must set out a time limit on when its the right time.

Sometimes you and this person feel the same way but are too scared to say

it….I don’t know..I’m just ranting cause I met a guy lol………..

slow motion it is.

Friday, June 26, 2009

Romance Is...

SITTING IN THE PARK, TALKING ABOUT ANY AND EVERYTHING AND NEVER GETTING BORED.

IT'S WHEN THE SIMPLE THINGS LIKE OPENING THE DOOR FOR YOU OR A SLIGHT KISS ON THE NECK

ITS HEARING YOUR FAVORITE LOVE SONG LOW IN THE BACKGROUND AS YOU LOOK INTO EACH OTHERS EYES

WATCHING THE SUNSET TOGETHER, AND NOT BY PURPOSE JUST BY CHANCE

NOT REALLY PLANNING THE DAY BUT GOING WITH THE FLOW.

THAT'S WHAT ROMANCE MEANS TO ME. =)

What More Can I Say: THE Greatest HANDS DOWN!

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.REST IN PEACE.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Dear Sir,

I HATE YOU FOR RUINING MY LIFE.

THAT WILL BE ALL.

FORGIVENESS WILL COME WHEN I FEEL FOR IT TO COME

FOR NOW....

I JUST HAVE TO

LIVE, LEARN, GROW,

POETIC
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Time & Place

I BELIEVE THERE IS A TIME & PLACE FOR EVERYTHING.

AND THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

BUT NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS WOULD I THINK THAT I WOULD

BE WHERE I AM TODAY, OR RATHER WHO I AM TODAY.

THE TENSION IS TOO HIGH. THINGS ARE GETTING HECTIC

AND ITS HARD TO SMILE. HARD TO LOOK AT A FUTURE THAT LOOKS

DIM. THINGS CAN BE WORSE. BUT THEY AREN'T BETTER.

HERE IS HOW I LOOK NOW...SHORT HAIR AND ALL

I'M GONNA GO FOR LOC'S WITHIN 6 MONTHS TO A YEAR

WE SHALL SEE.

LIVE, LEARN, GROW,
POETIC.
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Wednesday, June 3, 2009

.I'm The Worse.

I have the worse sleeping habits.

No matter how hard I try I can’t sleep a full 8 hours at night.

I can in the afternoon though…

I try but I constantly find myself waking up at 4am and contemplating my life.

I can see it in their eyes, see how they look, they think I’m a failure…don’t you hate

that you think the most at night….A restless mind gets no sleep, and my mind is

never resting..always thinking about the what if’s and the what now’s…..Yet I keep

on a pasted and fake smile because truthfully I think everyone is tired of hearing

me complain. So I listen…and keep my thoughts to myself…finding myself talking

to my self at 4 in the morning…beating my self up. They say the grass is always

greener on the other side….I think so….Cause I look at everyone else and feel

they are doing so much better than I. Even people who are in the same “boat” as

I…do so much better than me. I look at it this way …..You’re either moving or

standing still. When you stand still life moves all around you…you’re just there..

no progression…just the same old same old, but if you’re moving even if its just

little steps..its better than nothing, cause even with small steps you’re going some

where. I have went from running, to walking, to a slow pace, to just a stand still.

Looking at everyone move. And I am standing still. Awake, Aware, Alert. &

Standing still…..All that stops right here.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

.I'm Over It.

I THINK EVERYTIME I GET ON THIS BLOG I COMPLAIN

SO IT MAKES ME THINK

MAYBE I SHOULD JUST GIVE UP ON BLOGSPOT.

I MEAN THE PROCESS IS JUST WHAT IT IS A PROCESS

IT ISN'T FUN ANYMORE. AND NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY I'M STILL

ON MY FEAR OF COMMITMENT SHIT...

BUT YEAH

MAJOR MOVES FOR THE END OF THIS WEEK.

THIS WILL DETERMINE EVERYTHING OF THE SUMMER.

ITS GETTING DONE!!

I DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS OR THINKS

I AM GOING TO MAKE IT!!!

:)