Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Truth Be Told.

I THINK SOME OF YOU DUDES
REALLY LIKE
SLIGHTLY CRAZY FEMALES
YOU KNOW
THE ONES WHO ARE NOT QUITE OVER THE EDGE.
FOR LACK OF A BETTER WORD
E X T R E M E.

THAT'S ALL FOR NOW

-POETIC JUSTICE

P.S IVE BEEN WORKING ON A NOVEL THAT'S WHY IVE BEEN AWAY FROM THIS.
BUT ILL HAVE SOMETHING NEW TOMORROW.
:D

Friday, April 17, 2009

Yup

YAY I FINALLY COAXED MY MOTHER INTO BUYING ME SOME PHOTOSHOP
THANK GOD I TOOK THE CLASS IN HIGH SCHOOL AND HAVE THE SKILLS ALREADY.
GONNA SPRUCE UP THIS BLOG AND HAVE IT LOOKING SPIFFY IN NO TIME :D

ON ANOTHER NOTE...I'M JUST BREATHING AND LIVING NOTHING SPECIAL..
LEARNING DAY BY DAY.
BABY STEPS
CRAWLING
THEN WALKING
BUT IF ANY OF YOU READERS HAVE TWITTER FOLLOW ME AND ILL RETURN THE FAVOR
www.twitter.com/poeticjustice89
THANKS MUCH LOVES.
:D
*SHORT BUT STRAIGHT TO THE POINT*
CAN'T WAIT TO BUY A NEW DIGITAL CAMERA
DSLR TO BE EXACT :D

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Dear Ego.

I WANT YOU TO DIE.

I WANT TO BE SATISFIED WITH MYSELF, NOW THAT DOESN'T MEAN I WANT TO BE

SATISFIED WITH WHERE I AM AT.

I JUST WANT TO BE SATISFIED WITHIN MYSELF.

I DON'T WANT TO WORRY ABOUT WHO IS IN MY LIFE FOR WHAT EVER REASON

I DON'T WANT TO BE THE FOLLOWER

NOR THE ARROGANT LEADER.

I DON'T WANT TO CARE ABOUT WHO WANTS TO BE MY FRIEND OR WHO WANTS TO LOVE ME

GOD GAVE ME ALL WHO I NEED AT THIS MOMENT AND TIME..THE REST WILL COME WHEN THEY ARE

ORDAINED TO COME.

I DON'T WANT TO GIVE IN TO MYSELF TO GIVE IN TO NEGATIVITY

I DON'T WANT TO BE USED. CAUSE MY EGO ALLOWS ME TO BE USED.

I DON'T WANT TO BE CYNICAL...BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE FOOLISH ANYMORE

THOSE NUMBERS ARE UP.

THE MIS-EDUCATION STOPS HERE.

SIGNED AND RELEASED
POETIC.JUSTICE.


*sigh*

I'M LOSING MY WAY
NOTHING IS APPEALING.
AND I'M LOSING CONTROL AND NOT IN A GOOD WAY.
I
DON'T
KNOW
WHAT
TO
DO
WITH
MYSELF.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

One Last Cry.

WHEN YOU'RE IN LOVE
WHERE IS THE GOOD IN GOOD BYE?
NO MATTER HOW BADLY THE ONE YOU LOVE TREATS YOU
IT STILL HURTS TO SAY GOOD BYE
AND JUST LET IT GO.
ITS BEEN EXTREMELY HARD FOR ME TO LET GO
CUT MY LOSES AND JUST START ANEW
ITS FUNNY CAUSE AS I AM WRITING THIS
IF I WERE A BOY IS PLAYING
A SONG THAT SEEMS SO PLAYED OUT BUT HAS NEW MEANING TO ME
......IF I WERE A BOY
I WOULD BE JUST LIKE YOU..
SLEEPING WITH EVERYONE, EVEN SLEEPING WITH YOUR FRIENDS TOO
NO REGARDS TO YOUR FEELINGS
JUST TRYNA KEEP MY GAME TIGHT...WHY SHOULD I GIVE A FUCK
WHETHER YOU CRY AT NIGHT? WERE NOT TOGETHER..AIIGHT.
PLAY WITH YOUR HEAD..TAKE A LITTLE OF YOUR BREAD..AND HAVE YOU ON YOUR
KNEES......I DO AS I PLEASE.
TOO BAD I'M NOT YOU.......HEART LESS.
AND THE BEAT GOES ON
~POETIC.JUSTICE.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

You Shouldn't Throw Stones.

FOR THE MOST PART I ACTUALLY LIKE CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM

EVEN THOUGH MY ACTIONS WILL NOT SHOW THAT...LESS THAN A HOUR LATER I UNDERSTAND WHY

AND TAKE IT IN STRIDE...I APOLOGIZE AND TRY TO SEE HOW I CAN MAKE THIS PROBLEM INTO A SOLUTION.

WHAT I DON'T LIKE IS WHEN MY FRIENDS WHO ARE IN THE SAME PRACTICAL SITUATION TELL ME ABOUT

MYSELF. I WOULDN'T MIND IF THEY KNEW THEY WERE IN THE SAME BOAT AS ME SINKING..BUT NO

MY FRIENDS OR ACQUAINTANCES ACT LIKE THEIR BOAT IS PERFECT AND SINK-PROOF.

SO THEY FEEL THE NEED TO JUST TELL ME WHAT TO DO, WHICH VERY WELL IS THE SAME THING

THEY SHOULD BE DOING. THE TOPIC IS LOVE AND RELATIONSHIPS

SEEMS LIKE EVERYONE HAS MY LOVE LIFE FIGURED OUT AND WHATS RIGHT FOR ME.

WHEN THEY ARE PRACTICALLY HURTING THEMSELVES IN THEIR RELATIONSHIPS

CONSTANTLY STAYING IN DISGUSTING, UNHEALTHY RELATIONSHIPS

IT REALLY MAKES ME SICK

BUT I DON'T SAY A WORD BECAUSE SAYING A WORD TO THEM WOULD MAKE ME JUST

LIKE THEM....ACTING LIKE MY BOAT IS SINK-PROOF

AND THEY ARE PRACTICALLY DROWNING.

OH WELL.
:)

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

"Currently" Questions

POETIC.JUSTICE IS:

excited about…my hair growing back
worried about… not having a job
reading… In the meantime by Iyanla Vanzant
creating… a inspirational novel, based on life experiences and the people around me
loving… my life and the people in it
hating… my anger towards a certain person
wondering… if I will get my digital camera by July and lose weight by July.
craving… a cheeseburger *Poetic resist!!!!*
listening to… Sunshine by Lupe Fiasco
watching… the computer screen and my phone.
netflix-ing… The hills.....lol


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apricot-tea
beautiful blog by a beautiful lady