Truth Be Told.

I THINK SOME OF YOU DUDES
REALLY LIKE
SLIGHTLY CRAZY FEMALES
YOU KNOW
THE ONES WHO ARE NOT QUITE OVER THE EDGE.
FOR LACK OF A BETTER WORD
E X T R E M E.

THAT'S ALL FOR NOW

-POETIC JUSTICE

P.S IVE BEEN WORKING ON A NOVEL THAT'S WHY IVE BEEN AWAY FROM THIS.
BUT ILL HAVE SOMETHING NEW TOMORROW.
:D

Yup

YAY I FINALLY COAXED MY MOTHER INTO BUYING ME SOME PHOTOSHOP
THANK GOD I TOOK THE CLASS IN HIGH SCHOOL AND HAVE THE SKILLS ALREADY.
GONNA SPRUCE UP THIS BLOG AND HAVE IT LOOKING SPIFFY IN NO TIME :D

ON ANOTHER NOTE...I'M JUST BREATHING AND LIVING NOTHING SPECIAL..
LEARNING DAY BY DAY.
BABY STEPS
CRAWLING
THEN WALKING
BUT IF ANY OF YOU READERS HAVE TWITTER FOLLOW ME AND ILL RETURN THE FAVOR
www.twitter.com/poeticjustice89
THANKS MUCH LOVES.
:D
*SHORT BUT STRAIGHT TO THE POINT*
CAN'T WAIT TO BUY A NEW DIGITAL CAMERA
DSLR TO BE EXACT :D

Dear Ego.

I WANT YOU TO DIE.

I WANT TO BE SATISFIED WITH MYSELF, NOW THAT DOESN'T MEAN I WANT TO BE

SATISFIED WITH WHERE I AM AT.

I JUST WANT TO BE SATISFIED WITHIN MYSELF.

I DON'T WANT TO WORRY ABOUT WHO IS IN MY LIFE FOR WHAT EVER REASON

I DON'T WANT TO BE THE FOLLOWER

NOR THE ARROGANT LEADER.

I DON'T WANT TO CARE ABOUT WHO WANTS TO BE MY FRIEND OR WHO WANTS TO LOVE ME

GOD GAVE ME ALL WHO I NEED AT THIS MOMENT AND TIME..THE REST WILL COME WHEN THEY ARE

ORDAINED TO COME.

I DON'T WANT TO GIVE IN TO MYSELF TO GIVE IN TO NEGATIVITY

I DON'T WANT TO BE USED. CAUSE MY EGO ALLOWS ME TO BE USED.

I DON'T WANT TO BE CYNICAL...BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE FOOLISH ANYMORE

THOSE NUMBERS ARE UP.

THE MIS-EDUCATION STOPS HERE.

SIGNED AND RELEASED
POETIC.JUSTICE.

*sigh*

I'M LOSING MY WAY
NOTHING IS APPEALING.
AND I'M LOSING CONTROL AND NOT IN A GOOD WAY.
I
DON'T
KNOW
WHAT
TO
DO
WITH
MYSELF.

One Last Cry.

WHEN YOU'RE IN LOVE
WHERE IS THE GOOD IN GOOD BYE?
NO MATTER HOW BADLY THE ONE YOU LOVE TREATS YOU
IT STILL HURTS TO SAY GOOD BYE
AND JUST LET IT GO.
ITS BEEN EXTREMELY HARD FOR ME TO LET GO
CUT MY LOSES AND JUST START ANEW
ITS FUNNY CAUSE AS I AM WRITING THIS
IF I WERE A BOY IS PLAYING
A SONG THAT SEEMS SO PLAYED OUT BUT HAS NEW MEANING TO ME
......IF I WERE A BOY
I WOULD BE JUST LIKE YOU..
SLEEPING WITH EVERYONE, EVEN SLEEPING WITH YOUR FRIENDS TOO
NO REGARDS TO YOUR FEELINGS
JUST TRYNA KEEP MY GAME TIGHT...WHY SHOULD I GIVE A FUCK
WHETHER YOU CRY AT NIGHT? WERE NOT TOGETHER..AIIGHT.
PLAY WITH YOUR HEAD..TAKE A LITTLE OF YOUR BREAD..AND HAVE YOU ON YOUR
KNEES......I DO AS I PLEASE.
TOO BAD I'M NOT YOU.......HEART LESS.
AND THE BEAT GOES ON
~POETIC.JUSTICE.

You Shouldn't Throw Stones.

FOR THE MOST PART I ACTUALLY LIKE CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM

EVEN THOUGH MY ACTIONS WILL NOT SHOW THAT...LESS THAN A HOUR LATER I UNDERSTAND WHY

AND TAKE IT IN STRIDE...I APOLOGIZE AND TRY TO SEE HOW I CAN MAKE THIS PROBLEM INTO A SOLUTION.

WHAT I DON'T LIKE IS WHEN MY FRIENDS WHO ARE IN THE SAME PRACTICAL SITUATION TELL ME ABOUT

MYSELF. I WOULDN'T MIND IF THEY KNEW THEY WERE IN THE SAME BOAT AS ME SINKING..BUT NO

MY FRIENDS OR ACQUAINTANCES ACT LIKE THEIR BOAT IS PERFECT AND SINK-PROOF.

SO THEY FEEL THE NEED TO JUST TELL ME WHAT TO DO, WHICH VERY WELL IS THE SAME THING

THEY SHOULD BE DOING. THE TOPIC IS LOVE AND RELATIONSHIPS

SEEMS LIKE EVERYONE HAS MY LOVE LIFE FIGURED OUT AND WHATS RIGHT FOR ME.

WHEN THEY ARE PRACTICALLY HURTING THEMSELVES IN THEIR RELATIONSHIPS

CONSTANTLY STAYING IN DISGUSTING, UNHEALTHY RELATIONSHIPS

IT REALLY MAKES ME SICK

BUT I DON'T SAY A WORD BECAUSE SAYING A WORD TO THEM WOULD MAKE ME JUST

LIKE THEM....ACTING LIKE MY BOAT IS SINK-PROOF

AND THEY ARE PRACTICALLY DROWNING.

OH WELL.
:)

"Currently" Questions

POETIC.JUSTICE IS:

excited about…my hair growing back
worried about… not having a job
reading… In the meantime by Iyanla Vanzant
creating… a inspirational novel, based on life experiences and the people around me
loving… my life and the people in it
hating… my anger towards a certain person
wondering… if I will get my digital camera by July and lose weight by July.
craving… a cheeseburger *Poetic resist!!!!*
listening to… Sunshine by Lupe Fiasco
watching… the computer screen and my phone.
netflix-ing… The hills.....lol

thanks to
apricot-tea
beautiful blog by a beautiful lady

Til Death Do Us Part?

I DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU GUYS BUT I WOULD LOVE TO BE MARRIED BY 25.

YOUNG MARRIAGES MAY NOT ALWAYS LAST BUT I LOVE THE THOUGHT OF GROWING OLD WITH SOMEONE.

I MUCH RATHER BE MARRIED THEN HAVE KIDS, BUT IF POSSIBLE AND BY A MIRACLE I WOULD ALSO LOVE

TO HAVE A BABY GIRL WHOM SHALL BE NAMED ADELE SELAH ____. I SAY 25 CAUSE I WOULD LOVE

TO HAVE MOST OF MY COLLEGE DEGREES DOWN TO START UP SOMETHING WITH SOMEONE ELSE.

I THINK MY FEAR OF COMMITMENT WILL MAKE THIS

EXTREMELY HARD.

ONE SIDE OF ME LOVES THE IDEA OF GROWING OLD WITH THE ONE FOR ME......

THE OTHER SIDE DREADS DEALING WITH SOMEONE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE, WHICH MAKES ME

SHAKY ABOUT HAVING A KID (IF ITS POSSIBLE). ALTHOUGH I AM WORKING ON MY FEAR I GO INTO

REMISSION A LITTLE BUT THEN I REALIZE WHERE I WANT TO BE ...

A NICE CONDO BY MYSELF OR WITH MY HUSBAND( REAL NICE RING TO IT) IN DUMBO BROOKLYN

WORKING AT A MAJOR FASHION COMPANY....TATTOOED LOVE.

BESIDES...

MARRIAGE IS SOOO MUCH EASIER THAN RAISING A CHILD.

AFTER ALL WERE GONNA BE TWO WHOLE INDIVIDUALS GROWING INDEPENDENTLY AS WELL

AS GROWING TOGETHER.

P.S- I HOPE NOBODY RAINS ON MY PARADE...AFTER ALL ITS MY TRUTH, NOT NECESSARILY A FANTASY...
BUT A DETERMINED REALITY.

"FANTASY IS WHAT PEOPLE WANT, BUT REALITY IS WHAT THEY NEED"-LAURYN HILL
"AND [IVE] JUST RETIRED FROM THE FANTASY PART"-LAURYN HILL

."The Truth" about Truth.-Poetic.Justice

THERE ARE ALL KINDS OF TRUTHS, AS HARD AS THAT IS TO BELIEVE
THERE IS YOUR TRUTH, MY TRUTH, HIS TRUTH, HER TRUTH, GODS TRUTH, ALLAH'S TRUTH
HALF-TRUTH AND MAYBE TRUTH WITH FACT. HERE'S MY TRUTH STATED AS FACTS..
MY FACTS.
"MATTER OF FACT"

FACT #1: NIGGA'S AIN'T ABOUT SHIT!!! (GO TO MY EARLIER BLOGS)

FACT#2: BOY'S MAKE GIRLS CRY, MEN COMFORT WOMEN

FACT#3: UNTIL YOU LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES YOU WILL NEVER GROW

FACT#4: LOVE DOES NOT SHOW UP HOW YOU WANT IT BUT RATHER HOW YOU NEED IT.

FACT#5: THERE IS SOMEONE OUT THERE WHO JUST HAS SOME TYPE OF HOLD ON YOU

FACT#6: SOMETIMES YOU CAN'T "GET IT TOGETHER" BECAUSE YOU'VE HAVEN'T FOUND ALL THE MISSING PIECES YET

FACT#7:THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS WRONG PLACE, WRONG TIME, EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON...EVEN IF WE DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY.

FACT#8: EVERYONE IS SUPERFICIAL IN THEIR OWN WAY.

FACT#9:THE ART OF SIMPLICITY IS TO HAVE PEACE WITH YOUR COMPLEXITY-INDIA.ARIE

FACT#10: LIFE IS TOO REAL FOR YOU TO EVER BE FAKE..SO JUST EMBRACE IT :D

.Bitchassness is NOT attractive.

THERE IS NOTHING THAT I CAN'T STAND MORE THAN A DUDE
THAT COMPLAINS SOOO MUCH..
BITCH ASS DUDES ALWAYS SETTLE FOR FRIENDSHIP WITH THE GIRL THEY LIKE
BECAUSE THEY RATHER HAVE THAT THEN NOT HAVE THE PERSON IN THEIR LIVES.
BUT GET UPSET OR JEALOUS WHEN THE GIRL WHO DOES NOT LIKE THEM LIKES OTHER DUDES
ESPECIALLY IF THE GIRL IS COMPLAINING TO HER BITCH ASS FRIEND
ABOUT THE DUDE...THEY GET JEALOUS BECAUSE THEY FEEL THEY CAN TREAT HER "BETTER" THAN THE
DUDE SHE CURRENTLY LIKES OR LOVES...WHAT A BITCH ASS DUDE FAILS TO REALIZE THAT
JUST BECAUSE THEY CAN TREAT HER BETTER THAN THAT DUDE DOES NOT MEAN SHE WANTS YOU!!
9 TIMES OUT OF 10 SHE PROBABLY DOESN'T EVEN THINK YOU ARE ATTRACTIVE
AND ARE JUST YOUR FRIEND BECAUSE SHE FEELS SORRY.
SOMETIMES FEMALES MAKE THE MISTAKE OF BECOMING FRIENDS WITH A BITCH ASS EX
WHO COMPLAINS AND WHINES ABOUT "WHY YOU'RE NOT WITH THEM .
AND THAT THEY HAVE CHANGED AND YOU ARE NOT GIVING THEM A CHANCE"
UMM BECAUSE YOU HAD A MOTHERFUCKING CHANCE AND YOU FUCKED IT UP (OR YOU BOTH
MUTUALLY MESSED IT UP) EITHER WAY.. THEY DO NOT WANT YOU.
SO BITCH ASS DUDES/ BITCH ASS EXES
DO NOT
I REPEAT DO NOT
FAKE A FRIENDSHIP WITH SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T WANT ANYTHING MORE
THAN THAT FROM YOU...BECAUSE IN THE END YOU WILL BE DOING WHAT YOU DO BEST
BITCHING
AND FRANKLY...THAT JUST MAKES US NOT LIKE YOU MORE.
UGH.
DUDES.

LOVE. my NEPHEWS.

EVEN IF THEY MAKE ME AGITATED SOMETIMES.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE THEM :D
DUH.LOL

You just won my heart over. SIIIGH.-Poetic Justice

SO MY DIGITAL CAMERA IS BROKEN.
AND MY G1 CAMERA SUCKS
SO SUCKY PICS UNTIL MAY OR JUNE.
MY PARENT'S CAMERA IS ALWAYS DEAD.
BUT ON ANOTHER NOTE.
I'M STARTING TO GET OBSESSED WITH TATTOOS
I'M GETTING ANOTHER NEXT FRIDAY (HOPEFULLY)
AND I ALREADY KNOW WHAT I'M GETTING AFTER THAT.
CRAZY HUH
LIFE IS KINDA CRAZY BUT I'M TRYING TO GET ORGANIZED
CAN'T REALLY COMPLAIN EVERYTHING IS HAPPENING FOR A REASON.
STILL HAVEN'T FOUND A WAY TO LET GO OF A CERTAIN PERSON IN MY LIFE
BUT. I GUESS THIS IS JUST GOD AND LIFE TEACHING ME A LESSON
WE SHALL SEE.
:D